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Monday, July 31, 2006 9:11 pm
31o72oo6 listen, ♥ I MISS DEARIE! ): done my math hmwrk. (: havent started on history, due tmr. (x i'm sick of hmwrk! i'm going to complete sky is falling tonight. (: i'll complete it if i start reading now? dearie's busy! ): ): ): ): ): i just completed my history hmwrk! (: just finished class daily record. went to sweetie hse aft sch with dearr. enjoyed enjoyed enjoyed! sweetie's mum is AWESOME! :D she made dumplings for up! we played games games games. richest for the day. (x monopoly rocks please! (x I MISS YOU DEARIE! wished you were here! you're that puzzle that completes me. i hate it whn i hurt you. i hate it whn i turn away frm you. i promise nvr to walk away frm you again. we'll start everything a new! i dun wanna lose you, you're everything i want! xoxo, MARTHA!
Sunday, July 30, 2006 8:03 pm
3oo72oo6 listen, ♥  had a long long long day. i'm soooo tired, i wish there wun be sch tmr! so tired and shag luhs! woke up early to go to church to with mummy with the fun fair. it was super successful and good! quite fustrating at times but it was good. the weather was bad bad bad. i'm really worn out by nw. i wanna finish reading my book my today! impossible please! (x hate people calling me oi. lolool. i screamed at kerby cause he kept calling me oi. SORRY KERBY! dearie, iloveyou! sorry i was toooo busy to msg you. ): aft helping mummy, went home to bathe and get changed. rushed out of home again. i didnt eat lunch. ): went to church. as in holy cross. met des, feli and amanda at clementi. thn we bused to church. we had to sign something. confirmation retreat today. boring lehs. (x I MISS DEARIE! :D going to stay at aunty's tonight. (: didnt go to ah gong's hse today cause i have confirmation thingy. where's my dinner? a hidden past lies hurtful memories no one ever knws. xoxo, MARTHA!
Saturday, July 29, 2006 10:20 pm
random love listen, ♥ dearie, iloveyou! i'm sorry for making you sadd. ): seriously, you're perfect to me! you're my world and i'll nvr live a day without you. you're completed me and made me a lil happier. iloveyoudearie! you're all that matters to me and i dun wanna leave you! i promise nvr to leave you alone, nvr again! i wanna see you smile, i dun wanna see you sadd. ): seeing you sadd hurts me. ): dearie, i'm sorry for making you feel so down. ): i'm really really sorry! my handsome love, will you cheer up please? i really need you. i didnt forget you! i'll nvr forget you! i miss you dearie, i love you too. dearie, thanks for the moments you're there for me. whn i'm happy of sad, you'll always be there! you're like an angel to me. you're the angel that nvr leaves me. nvr ever will you leave me! you're always there to cheer me up, to complete me and shower me with love. dearie, you're that sweet innocent baby which i'm nvr able to resist. you saw me through thick and thin. whn i went for my nationals meet, you didnt engross yourself with your own work. though you couldnt be there to watch me run, you were with me. you comforted me and saw me through it all. though you couldnt be there, i felt your presence. because you live in me and i love you too much to think like wise. you're really important to me! you're the one that makes my day. you're more thn perfect to me. in fact, you are my everything! everything that i've ever wanted. iloveyoudearie! i really do. whn things go wrong, you'll always be there ; to clear the mess which i've made. dearie please dun hate others! i dun wanna see you unhappy! i wanna see you happy, seeing you happy makes my day. i knw you care. i can sense it! you're always there for me no matter what. i'm really sorry i made you worried abt me. i'm sorry for making you panic and look for me just because you couldnt contact me. i'm really really sorry. whn i was sick, you were there. you took great care of me until i was well again. thank you dearie. iloveyou! you cheer me up whn i was sadd, you picked me up whn i was down. whn you sense that i'm sad, you'll cheer me up. you nvr fail to make me smile! you always tell me hw much i mean to you! the countless support you gave me took away all my fears. thank you dearie, thank you! you wanna see me smile no matter hw down i am. but i'm always unable to. i'm sorry. you'll do whatever it takes just to see me smile. and i love you for that. you hate seeing me sadd or angry. i knw you;ll nvr leave me alone! afraid of me losing hope, you cheered me up and stood by me. whn i'm falling apart, you picked me up and fixed me. you've completed me! i knw you're always there for me! with you, i'm nvr lonely nor bored. because you're there and i'm aware! you've proven it to me. whn i went for my track and field victory dinner, you were tired but you still stayed up to accompany me and made sure i was home. though you couldnt be there with me, you accompanied me throughout the whole journey. and for that, i thank you. thats what proved to me that with you arnd, i'll nvr be alone. whn you hear that i'm sadd, you'll nvr fail to cheer me up. you'll always find the cause of it. you always ask if people bullied me. (x you sound so adorable whnever you ask me that. (x whn i need your support, you'll always lend it to me willingly. whn i'm sad and feel like crying, you nvr fail to comfort me and wipe the tears frm my eyes. you'll always lend me your shoulder to cry on. you love it whn i smile. you knw it whn i force a smile. you always want me to smile like i mean it. whn i am unable to, you'll cheer me up! you told me i'll nvr be alone with you arnd! :D you'll always be there for me! accompanying me whn i'm bored and lonely, you're my direction in life! you nvr fail to lead the way. i miss you dearie, i really do! you've always been my wish. you're really special to me. i'll nvr walk away frm you! iloveyou! i miss you whnever i'm bored. i miss your laughter, i miss your smile. i miss your voice, i miss you so much! memories of us would nvr fade away because you mean alot to me. you're my deepest, darkest secret. my lil prince charming, iloveyou and your smile! :D you look so good with your smile! you nvr fail to be worried abt me, i wonder why too. whn people say things abt me, you'll always want to knw what happened. you'll always cheer me up. dearie, i dun tell you certain things cause i dun want you to hate nor do i wanna see you sad. seeing you sad hurts me so much. ): i wish you were here with me now. ): i wish you're by my side. you're my sweet lil barley candy. (x dearie, if it wasnt for you being in my life, i would have died. i wouldnt knw the true meaning of love. i wouldnt knw what it is to love and what it takes to love. i wouldnt knw hw much someone can mean to me! dearie, i treasure you because for in you i see a reflection of myself. we are one. i love your smile. you're my prince and i'll nvr let you go. i love you too much to let you go. you mean the world to me. to other you may be somebody but to me, you are the world. you're my world dearie! and without you, i wouldnt knw my reason for survival. a day without you makes me sadd. ): whn things get out of hand, i knw i can always count on you! (: you're always taking the rap and responsibilities for me. you'll nvr let me worry abt anything. whn things go wrong, you'll be there. i'm serious whn i say iloveyou because i mean it! i mean everything i say to you. the present i gave you was to show hw much you mean to me. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE! :D you were jealous! :D you're freaking cute whn you're jealous! :D no worries dearie, i promise nvr to make you jealous again! and that shows hw much you love me. (x iloveyoudearie! sorry for being so mean. everythign i do, i do it for you. i do it with you in mind. i'll nvr walk out on you because iloveyou for who you are! every moment i spend with you, is precious to me, dearie, you're the angel of my life. you brighten up my life! :D i love you because of who you are, nt what you can give me. all i need frm you is your love and happiness! if i could grab hold of a rainbow, i'll put your name and place it bck to whr it belongs. to tell other hw colourful my life is to have you brighten it all the time. i'll enter you into my life and save you in my heart, we'll format each other's problems and thats why we'll nvr be deleted frm our memories. a scratch on a rock will nvr fade away just like you'll nvr fade frm my memories. DEARIE, ILOVEYOU! :D the world nvr looked more beautiful holding you in my arms. forever, we'll be together. for you, i'll wait for anything to happen. i'm waiting for that day whn we'll spend time together in each other's arms. i nvr believed in love until you entered my life and i'm nt letting you go! the promise you made to me, will you deliver them? i dun wanna lose you boy! we'll be together, forever, until the end of time. even in my death bed, you'll be the only one i love. will you love me that much in return? you're the one i cherish. you knw me through and through. thanks for picking me up whn i fall. thanks for giving me courage to face everything. let's face every problem of ours together! :D we're made for each other! :D i love you dearie! :D :D :D trust me whn i say iloveyou, cause every word that comes out frm me is frm the bottom of my heart. will you love me this much tmr? i hope you enjoyed celebrating with your family. whn things get out of hand, you'll be there! i love you more thn forever! xoxo, MARTHA!
9:50 pm
29o72oo6 listen, ♥  enjoyed today. (: went out with dearr and sweetie! (: watched movie at jurong point. watched lady in the water. effing hell, quite scary luhs! went to orchard aft the movie cause i had to change my 2 skirts mummy bought for me. dearr and sweetie chose one and i chose the other. went to heeren to take neos. )x nt nice derhs. ): went to jec to have dinner. took 2 more neos. (: left jec at 8pm. took 51 with dearr and sweetie. eeeeeeee, gt tanglinians luhs! i alighted at laogong's hse to bus home. i was still waiting for bus whn sweetie is hm luhs. ): i miss dearie! probably having fun luhs, forget me lerhs. ): so long as he knws ilovehim. (x carnt stand guys who wear their jeans so low. might as well dun wear! i love the neos we took at jec! HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIAN LIM! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
Friday, July 28, 2006 5:38 pm
28o72oo6 listen, ♥  awwwwwww, wun be going out tmr. ): dearie's sick. ): ): ): GET WELL SOON DEARIE! :D going out with dearr tmr. (: gonna watch a movie i guess. i wanna watch now and forever. wish almost came true. but too baddd. there's always next time. (: i'll still be going out anyways. dearr just called! :D I LOVE YOU DEARIE! :DDD wanted to study math aft sch but mr ho nt arnd, due to certain reasons. TAKE CARE MR HO! met dearr thn went to sch. bus super crowded luhs! best friend bought me sweet. (: thank you! i asked him to. (x bell rang, gave eugene his present. hope he likes the present! i disturbed vivian cause i was bored. (x hahahahs. just finished the whole tube of sweet. (x aft sch, went to the library to entertain sweetie. she has duty. lolol. thn dearr and i went off. walked arnd je. dearr bought a tee. mickey mouse derhs. thn went home. because it's raining, i didnt go to dearr's hse. bused home frm je. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
Thursday, July 27, 2006 6:03 pm
27o72oo6 listen, ♥  i came home aft sch today. dearr have cca so i came home. ): lololol. vivian is with clifton. (x damn, i ruined the card for dearie! have hmwrk but nt planning to do it. going sch to copy. (x math tuition tmr! talking to dearr on the phone! (: come home faster kor! dearie seems sooo busy luhs! ): going out to celebrate dearie's birthday on sat. :D yay! HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESLYN! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
Wednesday, July 26, 2006 8:53 pm
26o72oo6 listen, ♥  bored bored bored. ): didnt we agree to meet online at 8pm? i knw i'm 45 mins late but that doesnt mean you people went off without me? ): waiting for dearr online, entertain me please! :D everything went on fine in sch today. dotttts, mrs zamree said me skirt was short. it isnt lorhs! went out aft sch cause dearr wanted to go out. ate pizza hut. (: dearr's treat! :D dearie's birthday is coming! have to hunt for a gift. dearr trained with me to clementi thn took 189 home. wait with dearr for bus. thn dearr called. :D I LOVE MY DEARR! :D I LOVE DEARIE MORE! :D :D :D awwww, dearr's nt going to accompany me tmr. ): will be home aft sch lorhs. ): yaosheng has been a good boy. lololol. must take care of him whn laogong nt arnd. (x exams are approaching! arnd late august? shaggggg to the maz luhs! dearr nt coming online. ): nvrmind, i still have dearie! :D someday my prince woud come, he just took the wrong path and is too tired to ask for directions. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN HAN! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
Tuesday, July 25, 2006 8:36 pm
25o72oo6 listen, ♥ i didnt msg dearie cause i wasnt in any mood. sorry dearie. :D iloveyou ok? usually i'll nvr leavr my phone, but today is a total different thing. weird. almost late for sch. it rained whn i gt down frm the bus. tmd. it stopped raining whn i reached the sch gate. wth. didnt really get wet. dotttts. went to queensway aft sch. it was damn stupid. dearr and i headed for harbour front. ms kavitha said my smile was hard to get. lolol. thanks? i was super hungry okay? the first thing dearr and i did was go to the food court to eat. den we walked arnd thn went home. bathed and used com. :D mr ho giving me tuition of friday. (: thank you! (: (: (: dearie's birthday coming! still havent gotten anything! -screams- i carnt give you the happiness you want. xoxo, MARTHA!
Monday, July 24, 2006 9:51 pm
1st yr listen, ♥  HAPPY 1st YEAR BLOG. :D xoxo, MARTHA!
7:14 pm
24o72oo6 listen, ♥  ahhh. i hate studying luhs! ): history test tmr! wth! scared i fail. )x what makes studying so important! uni grads dun even have jobs! i have so much to say but i dunno hw to start. going to queensway tmr to get a present! dearie's birthday is coming! :D so is james! :D i miss laogong and mr tham luhs! ): eeeeeeeeeeeeee, i hate proud people! nt trng makes me feel so uneasy! i'm afraid my stamina would decrease. (x what nonsense! i wish i was rich. :D wait, who doesnt? dearr and i saw a super nice mickey mouse tee. lololol. it was only 10-11 bucks but we didnt bring money. dearr bought some keychain thingy. i didnt get anything. ): thanks for cheering me up! i love you people. waiting for 8 o'clock. CONFERENCE! :D i keep waking up in the middle of the night! ): for no reason luhs! argh! i need sleep please! weather is like hothothot! its nt the things you say that hurt me. i love you so much to even leave you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATASHA! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
Sunday, July 23, 2006 8:16 pm
23o72oo6 listen, ♥  mummy's so childish! ): hates it whn she kicks up a fuss ovr small things. xoxo, MARTHA!
4:16 pm
23o72oo6 listen, ♥  did usual stuff like going for class. but it lasted for 1 hr only. didnt go for mass cause there is mass today. at the old folks home. amanda, feli, des and i went to clementi. des left first cause she had some musical. 3 of us went to macs. sat down and talk till 630pm. bused home. feli's dad fetched her. amanda's bus came first. was msging dearie the whole time. thank you dearie! :D its been a long time since i last talked to yijun! i'm glad i talked to her on the phone ytd. thanks amanda! :D went home, but no one was there. ): called my parents and they were at west mall. o.0 nanny came home to open the door for me. (: thank you nanny! :D had dinner thn used computer. aunty came and i left with her. thn i wouldnt have to wake up sooo early. i was late. met feli late. sorry feli! :D but i wasnt the last. amanda came aft me. walked to blk 405. des thought we were meeting there. thn we talked talked talked. grp 1,2,3,4 were together in a bus. leaving me alone. i'm in grp 8. ): wth! its like we have our own clique what! going to the old folks home was kinda a waste of time luhs. frm my point of view. (x sorry! they were pretty interesting but kinda boring too. as in the place was boring. there was this uncle who was really funky. he couldnt walk. ): so we talked to him. he was the only one who spoke english. :D he told us he had 78 children. omg. lololol. we kinda freaked out luhs. :D there was another uncle who tried talking to us, but i think he's deaf so we were trying to figure out what he wanted to put across. we went downstairs to gather. the uncle was really nice. we said hi and bye. i felt that going to the old folks home didnt work because we couldnt really communicate with the elderly. but i really pity them luhs. ): they seem so enclosed in their own worlds. we tried speaking to the aunties but they couldnt understand english or chinese. 4 of us ate kfc today. thn went home. simone was really emo. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
Friday, July 21, 2006 5:34 pm
21o72oo6 listen, ♥  nanny's sick. ): GET WELL SOON NANNY! so much has happened in so lil time. i'm amazed at how things change so quickly. nt considering consequences, doing things on impulse. where does that get you? i insulted a bastard who bullied my sweetie! try harder, i'll wack you if you dare bully her again! theres always bright and dark sides of life. was damn paiseh just nw, trackers who took part in nationals had to stand on stage. i freaked out luhs! (x i knw i'm silly. lololol. pe was damn fun, mr tham is bck! (: we played soccer and he was in the opposing team. yay! beat them 5-3. (: victory! (x TEAM EFFORT! :D GROUP WORK! :D its like super difficult to tackle mr tham okay! thn went for math. ): had fun luhs. a lil i would say. with sweetie, aiai and dearr. lover was so guai luhs! ms kavitha didnt teach today. she did her own things. physics test today. thn went for recess. I MISS DEARIE! :D aft recess was lit. copied notes thn went off. some racial harmony thing. :D went for lunch at ginza. with singyi, aiai and dearr. thn come hm lerhs. just nw dearr, love, aiai, sweetie, iylia and i were chatting. WE HATE CHUA BOON SENG! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGTING! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEOW WEI! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
Thursday, July 20, 2006 5:46 pm
2oo72oo6 listen, ♥      hello. (: we had our annual victory dinner ytd. (: it marked the end of our nationals journey, and our hard work has paid off. (: its been an awesome year for me. THANK YOU MR THAM! :D THANK YOU MR HO! :D THANK YOU MR WAN! :D and fellow track and field members, for the support and encouragement to carry on whenever i'm losing hope. and nt forgetting god and my family memebers. especially my friends. (: thank you people! :D cause without you, i'll nvr carry on my passion. you've made me believe in myself and nvr give up. (: for this, i thank you. (: tanglin b girls achieved 6th position. (: the rest have to be counted all ovr again. CONGRATULATIONS! :D it has been a tough fight. i'm really proud to be a tracker. (: well, track and field is a journey i nvr expected to come this far. i've achieved what i want and i'm happy. victory dinner was awesome and i enjoyed. thank you! (: damn, i gt blasted whn i gt hm. ): but its all worth it. we're a team. (: I LOVE DEARIE! :D he's my life. (: he was the one who accompanied my throughout my whoole nationals. he made me believe that as long as i did my best, he's proud of me. (: he supported me though he couldnt be present. upon hearing i beat my personal best, he congratulated me and treated me to a wonderful lunch. (: he knew i'm leaving with the trackers at arnd 10pm. i asked him to sleep first but he didnt want to. he was super sweet luhs. he said he'll sleep only whn i reached home, he didnt want me to be alone. :D I LOVE YOU DEARIE! :D :D :D i really do! :D i'm glad dearie's always there. to love and care for me. (: i knw i carnt live without you. friends are like angels who lift us to our feet whn our wings have troubles remembering how to fly. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEISHI! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
Tuesday, July 18, 2006 7:30 pm
18o72oo6 listen, ♥  i went out today. tmr is finals for nationals! thn nationals offically ends. we can take a break! (: haha. knew you couldnt resist temptation. i purposely avoided my handphone so that you'll msg me first. (x went out with liping, cien, yinxiu, fareen and amanda. took loads of neos. (x cien and liping took extras. broke lerhs. end of month coming. (x day by day, i'm worried abt what is going to happen. victory dinner tmr. camera tmr. (: thank for the moment. (: it really cheered me up. i'll nvr forget times spent together. xoxo, MARTHA!
Monday, July 17, 2006 7:45 pm
17o62oo6 listen, ♥  trng today. but i didnt go. (x i'm sorry. i'm really really tired! i really need a break! dearie's too tired to entertain me. ): been entertaining myself. rumours going arnd, so nt true luhs! skipping trng tmr. i'm really tired. trng on wed. (x learnt something during math. mr tan taught us, nt ms kavitha. GET WELL SOON JAMES! xoxo, MARTHA!
Sunday, July 16, 2006 9:09 pm
16o72oo6 listen, ♥  going bck to sch tmr. ): i hate sch! finished reading digital fortress. nw reading the sky is falling. another of rebecca's book. borrowing a book called angels and demons. also frm rebecca. (x THANK YOU REBECCA! :D suddenly, i just love reading! dearie is bored. (x completed my hmwrk. i'm guai okayy! its been a long time since i last had a break. running is my life. nationals is ovr. (: xoxo, MARTHA!
Saturday, July 15, 2006 10:54 pm
15o72oo6 listen, ♥  today's a great day. no problems! (: nth went wrong. i left home at 120pm. hoping to be late to meet feli and des. i was super wrong! they were sooo much later luhs! shld leave at 2pm nxt time. (x met feli, walked arnd and lunched. thn des met us. lunched and thn went to clementi. finally, 4 of us! michelle didnt go for class today. we were told to tell what ministry we wanted to be in. obviously tell our facils. everyone chose 2 except me. i chose only 1. stupid daniel, insult my laogong! i love dearie! :D i wanna hug him. (x i'm like sick? i dun wanna go to sch! ): another confirmation camp please! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKIE! (: xoxo, MARTHA!
Friday, July 14, 2006 9:50 pm
14o72oo6 listen, ♥  HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARICE! :D LIPING I LOVE YOU! (: you're one of my bestest friends! (: i'll stand by you through thick and thin. you rock my life yo! i'm holding bck this memories of us. i aint letting any of them slip away. i promise to love you. i promise to give you unconditional love. i noe you hate me. but no matter wad, i'll try to make you like me again. nth matters more den you do. you're my friend. you're my good friends. nth can replace any of you in my heart. i love all of you the same. my friends are part of mah life. the missing pieces makes my life flip. i need you. i really do. trust me on that. i want the strong you. i wan you back by my side. to love and to guide me lyk we used to. you're nt forgotten and nvr will be replaced. i love you babe. xoxo, MARTHA!
3:18 pm
14o72oo6 listen, ♥  hello. i didnt go to sch today. i didnt see guiting run as well. SORRY! it was raining. i was being nagged at. ): decided nt to go. ah gong had his eye operation today. whn i go bck to sch, i'm going to be irritated like crap luhs! anyway, he rejected her for the second time. he thinks he's hott luhs! wtf? dearr likes him, what to do? my legs are wobbly. (x its hurting. i'm still very very very happy! i still have 2 years with mr tham. he'll make me shine. (: it sure takes alot of guts to run. going to read my book. xoxo, MARTHA!
Thursday, July 13, 2006 9:01 pm
13o72oo6 listen, ♥  happy happy happy! ran my 800m race today. set a new personal best. :D competition was awesome. (x thanks for the support trackers! thanks for the support dearie! i was pretty scared in the morning. nt going to sch tmr. (: rest rest rest! going to watch guiting run though. (x left sch at 11am today. ate macs. super expensive luhs! den went to cck stadium. rebecca and i ended up sleeping. (x we slept for 10 mins and the rest started coming. they made like hell loads of noise and no choice, got to wake up. went to change, slacked a lil, and thn time for warm up! sarah and i went first. thn rebecca and yunting. had funnnn. its gonna rain soon. (x REBECCA AND JENNIFER ARE THE SEX! :D happy abt my personal best. :D i look weird in the jersey. the jersey was bigger thn me luhs. lololol. i was in heat 3. GREAT RACE MICHELLE! :D she was way faster thn me luhs. no trng tmr. (: i completed the race! (: i'm happy i didnt give up. THANKS SARAH :D her heat was crazy. their timing were like WOAH! :D like totally! i love the race! i wasnt last. :D 5/18. 35/55. lousy i knw. but i did my best! whn were you ever there for me? SPECIAL THANKS ; DEARIE! :D CIEN DEARR! :D FAREEN AIAI! :D XUETING SWEETIE! :D YINXIU LOVER! :D SARAH! :D REBECCA! :D JENNIFER! :D YUNTING! :D GUITING! :D MR THAM! :D MR HO! :D SHIKIN JIE! :D TRACKERS! :D without your support, i wouldnt have completed the race! thank you for cheering me on! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
Wednesday, July 12, 2006 8:29 pm
12o72oo6 listen, ♥  i'm so stress. nationals is tmr. hope i do well. (x there is another martha running the race. (x michelle is running too. freaking pissed with the class. many things happepned whn i left early. oh my god! i'll never fall for you ok! like ovr my dead body! dearie was super bad. ): nvr help me. dun love you lerhs. ): dearie has someone to attend to. oh well. CONGRATS REBECCA! :D CONGRATS LAOGONG! :D nvr tell a girl you love her unless you really do. whn you love a girl, put your heart, mind and soul into loving her. dun make her feel alone, sad or depressed. its nt hw love shld be. respect each individual for god created them in his own image. nvr test a girl's love for you because whn a girl really loves you, you'll be ovr whelmed by it. nvr ask a girl to express herself, express yourself to the girl. make the girl you feel you really love her and you care. make the girl feel that she belongs in your arms and in choosing you, she has made the right decision instead of making her regret knowing you. a girl's heart is fragile. a girl may be tough but whn love is involved, no matter hw tough she is, she would break down and cry. nvr doubt someone's love for you. love is between two individuals. dun let your partner make every decision. make your very own decisions. the final decisions is always yours. the past is nth but lies. its faded away. fade me away frm your life. i dun wanna be the important person in your life. i dun wanna be your life. i jus wanna be the one who brightens up your life. thank you for loving me. (: i haf my own ways of doing things. say i'm a bitch. i'm fine with it. say i suck, i'm fine wif it too. say whatever you want abt me. i dun care. jesus died on the cross for me. i am made in the image of god, so are everyone. if you insult me, you're insulting yourself as well. for you am i and i am you. no one is better then the other. i thank god for letting me live in a world so sweet. fade those unhappiness away. start life a new. who said we only have one life? we live eternal life if we believe in the father of all creations. i was his creation, so were you. i've given up on love because its nth but lies. love doesnt exist. orever is spelt wif 7 words, so is bullshit. (: my life is alrdy completed. i dun need anyone else to touch up on it. i dun need extra things in it. its alrdy a perfect picture. i dun need anyone or anything else in it. i dun need another extra person in mah life. i'll jus kill mahself jus to haf another one. an extra person means extra troubles and problems. i dun wan anymore freaking problems and troubles. i haf too many to handle. i'm broken ; dun fix me, its of no use. i'm beyond redemption. xoxo, MARTHA!
Tuesday, July 11, 2006 9:00 pm
11o72oo6 listen, ♥  hello. today was pretty alright. i was so bored till dearie cheered me up. (: THANKS DEARIE. LOVES! :D i wasnt in a very good mood. ): i dunno why either. THANKS FOR THE CHOCOLATE MUFFIN ATIKAH! :D love you loads! nth much to do in sch. no one wanted to have pe. ): i mean the girls luhs. the guys obviously played soccer. went for photo taking half way through pe. trackers were having their nationals. damn, i'm becoming more dependant on dearie. :D its like i need him all the time. oh my, its going to be thursday soon. ): i'm afraid to run the race! dearie promised to be there for me. :D LOVES! went to cck stadium hope-ing to be able to train. it just had to rain. CONGRATS JOHNNY! :D you did well for your race! saw johnny running thn we left. i must beat my personal best! i must create a new personal best! always remember that god created us to be the same. we may nt share the same destiny as one another but we are all made because god loved us so much. we are god's gift. (: god loves all of us the same. its jus that no one can be the same as the other. no matter how sad or affected you are by something, always remember that someone may be more sad or affected by other things. everyone shares the same thinking in a way or another. sometimes the first thing that crosses each other's mind is exactly the same. sometimes its all about lettin go. god loves us all! (: xoxo, MARTHA!
Monday, July 10, 2006 9:08 pm
1oo72oo6 listen, ♥  i dunno what i've done wrong to deserve this. i dun see why i am at fault. if you insist on having it your way thn so be it. i carnt be bothered. math test is a failure. ): its like impossible for me to pass luhs. ): I'M NT UNREASONABLE, I'M JUST A LITTLE TOO PROUD AND DEMANDING. handphone battery going flat. YAY! ITALY WON! CONGRATS! :D colarge aft colarge of CRISTIANO RONALDO! :D dear lord, i have a sch mate who has passed on. please bless and guide him and love him like never before. let him knw that there are people out there who loves and cares for him. you brought him bck into your kingdom to nurture him. may he always be happy and stay true to you. REST IN PEACE LIN XIANG. my event is in days time. )x new injury. leg giving me problem. ): think i sprained it. ): ): ): JUNLONG FREAKS ME OUT! he calls and talks strangely. like damn freaking spastic luhs! nationals is approaching. (x i'm so nice, i promise to shower dearie with unconditional love. (x mr tham is pinning high hopes on the track and field team. the promises you've made were all lies. xoxo, MARTHA!
Sunday, July 09, 2006 9:27 pm
o9o72oo6 listen, ♥  hello. i'm wondering what to say to them whn i go to sch. -confuse- i dunno what to say or do. we're nt understanding one another! they dun even knw what i'm going through. they dunno hw much i've done for them dearie's ignoring me. thank you arhs. dunno why and for what. who care luhs. ): it hurts to see thing go wrong. it hurts to see them leaving me one by one. i dunno what to say or do. ): i knw you hate me. its just a lie whn you say we're still friends. yes, i am affected by this. but what can i do? whr is life leading me to? i seem to always get hurt. ): no one is perfect i knw. but i nvr expected my friends to be perfect either. i'm sorry i'm always too busy to entertain any of you. i have to juggle so many things at one time. what kind of encouragement are you giving me? i've encouraged you and gave you all forms of support. i gave you everything you needed and asked for. i helped you. i saw you through. whn you failed, i picked you up. i mended your heart. i made you perfect in my eyes once again. i did so much for you, can you undertsnad my intentions? dun look at things only on the surface please. try to reach deeper into it. competition is days away. and i'm in no mood. ): i knw god's walking with me through this storms. GO ITALY! WIN THE WORLD CUP! :D i said nth whn you took my guy away frm me. the gift to love and accept doesnt come easy. xoxo, MARTHA!
1:48 pm
o9o72oo6 listen, ♥  PORTUGAL LOST TO GERMANY! ): its alright. PORTUGAL STILL ROCKS! :D so many things have happened. i knw you hate me cause i didnt help you. but i knew, he would do nothing but hurt you. i didnt do anything wrong. so who cares. aint in a good mood at all. ): world cup will be ovr soon. ): its a good thing luhs. i can concentrate on track. (: having the gift to understand on console sucks at times. letting people see you in a different light is better. nt everyone see things in the light you see. nt everyone knws what you are going through. how am i suspose to pacify everyone? give and take please! respect me ok! xoxo, MARTHA!
Friday, July 07, 2006 10:18 pm
o7o72oo6 listen, ♥  oh my! junlong called dearr just now. >_<" at abt 8pm? to ask stupid thing. oh my, crazy! he was speaking so fast and angrily luhs! scary luhs. CRISTIANO RONALDO IS THE SEX! :D hopefully sch ends early. i'm leaving early on thursday. i'm running. (: sarah, thanks for the card you gave me. its lovely. :D i'll do my best, i promise! thanks for the support and encouragment. you're a great captain. (: reading book and smsing at the same time. :D that the best thing to do now. 不要 为了一棵树而放弃整个森林. 世界不是你一个人的. 爱是伟大的, 友情很重要. 亲情更重要. xoxo, MARTHA!
6:58 pm
o7o72oo6 listen, ♥  HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIXIANG! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
6:41 pm
o7o72oo6 listen, ♥  just came home frm cck stadium. finished early and trained early. TANGLIN'S RELAY TEAM ROCKS! :D told dearie he's hott. he's gonna be soooo proud luhs. :D tired tired tired. ): trng was okay. 15om sprint, 3 times. full recovery, 100% effort. didnt go all out cos i was tired. i took my number tag today. i gave rebecca postcards like finally! (x was super angry just now. they keep wanting to have things their way! ): my event is nxt thursday. i wanna break my personal best! xoxo, MARTHA!
Thursday, July 06, 2006 10:00 pm
o6o72oo6 listen, ♥  PORTUGAL LOST TO FRANCE! ): its alright. they were really awesome! (: RONALDO IS DAMN HOTT LUHS! :D kor bought me green tea. :D jeremy just came bck frm malaysia. (: welcome home. (: thank you for taking care of him lord. (: sch was okayy. nationals starts today. JIAYOU TRACKERS! :D students face more stress thn teachers okay! we're always at a disadvantage! always being made use of. life of a student aint easy yo! teachers get paid but students dun! HAPPY BIRTHDAY STACEY MEII. ILOVEYOU SEXY! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
Wednesday, July 05, 2006 9:42 pm
o5o72oo6 listen, ♥  going to sleep soon. dearie supporting france. ): GO PORTUGAL! :D CRISTIANO RONALDO IS THE HOTTEST AND SEXIEST PLAYER ALIVE! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
7:36 pm
o5o72oo6 listen, ♥  HAPPY BIRTHDAY PING CHIE! :D best wishes and god bless! GO PORTUGAL! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
7:08 pm
o5o72oo6 listen, ♥  today's the day. PORTUGAL vs FRANCE! :D GO PORTUGAL! :D i'm waking up to watch the match. :D italy gt into the finals alrdy. i hope portugal will be nxt. (: I SUPER LOVE PORTUGAL! :D looking forward to the match. but must wake up at 3am to watch it. ): no trng tmr. (x sleeping at 9 or 10pm so that i can wake up. :D hopefully i dun scream! (x CRISTIANO RONALDO IS HOTT! :D I SUPER LOVE HIM LUHS! :DD HE'S THE LOVE, THE ADDICTION! :D MICHAEL OWEN IS HOT! :D JOE COLE IS CUTE! :D STEVEN GERRARD IS COOL! :D CRISTIANO RONALDO'S BIRTHDAY IS 1 DAY AFT MINE! :DDDD i seem to like more england players thn portugal. PORTUGAL IS THE SEX! :D CRISTIANO RONALDO IS THE SEX! :DD xoxo, MARTHA!
Tuesday, July 04, 2006 10:41 pm
o4o72oo6 listen, ♥  theres soccer match tonight. (: but i carnt watch it, theres sch tmr. ): so tired aft trng. ): came home, ate dinner and started on my hmwrk. called or sms every single person in my class to bring things. damn shag luhs! i wanna close my eyes and sleep. i wanna drift away. far far away. i'm sick and tired of life. its tough being vc. ): it hurts to see hw hopeless people are. ): life goes on. i feel like giving up! theres so much i carnt take. nationals starts this week! oh my god! my event is nxt week. gt my jersey lerhs. for my family, for god, i will be strong! the lord is with me. walking and going the distance. iloveyou lord! xoxo, MARTHA!
Monday, July 03, 2006 9:52 pm
o3o72oo6 listen, ♥  no soccer match today. ): carnt watch semi finals. ): cause nationals is held thn. ): mummy gave me a new toy and aunty wants to steal it! its random okay. its nt real toy, its something i can use in sch. i carnt find my wallet. ): i need to save money! tmr getting jersey. (: i love feli, des and amanda! i love confirmants! he loves us all the same. the constant love we receive frm him is amazing! PORTUGAL! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
3:15 pm
o3o72oo6 listen, ♥  photobucket is lagging. ): so much seems to be happening for various reasons, i cannot explain. besties rocks! :D where is my wallet? havent finished my hmwrk. ): no plans of doing it. ytd was nanny's bday. we celebrated it. (: going jogging in the evening. (: alyssa and i share the same birthday. 04 february. (: PORTUGAL ROCKS YO! :D I LOVE PORTUGAL! :D CRISTIANO RONALDO IS HOT! :D xoxo, MARTHA! |
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